All I need is peace of mind and I cant find it anywhere.
I started crying today on the freeway cuz some dumbass decided to be all sorts of crazy and swerve in the middle of 2 lanes and continue his journey to hell like that…
thanks guy.. i totally wanted a fuckin heart attack as you almost side swiped me and sent me to my death down a ditch.
thanks guy for provoking a mini panic attack in the middle of traffic.
like i dont already get dirty looks and fingers from people because my poor car can’t go passed 65 without overworking itself…
I just…. i dont want to do this anymore. I’m so overwhelmed with everything and its not even that much in my opinion when its all put in perspective…
I just need.. help.
but i feel so fucking alone.
I used to think that once I found someone that everything would be ok, and that everything else would just fall into place or that once I had someone I’d be happy.
I was far from wrong. If anything I feel even more alone.
What am I doing wrong?
I’m 99.9% i have it and I don’t know how to deal with it.
weed doesnt help anymore.
i have no insurance to try and get some pills.
yoga/exercise/etc. doesnt work either.
and its only getting worse.
fucking up everything since 1991
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